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Saturday, November 7th, 2009
7:53 pm	The Plan (Drunk Post) Hey all! So um... I bought a bus, (1/2 actually) and on December first I am heading east with intentions of stops in Ohio and North Carolina and returning through Florida and directly to Baja (Austin TX is on the itinerary) Any donations to the 3500$ propane bill greatly accepted, me birthdays last day of November! :) We plan on creating financing as we go with educational and healing services including food, teaching, hospitality, handy-person services and whatever presents as we go. We being me and Dan the Journeyman, my lover and partner in said adventure. I believe our intention is to be in Baja in the first week in January, that should give you some idea of our time frame. So.. yea...tomorrow I take a load of food and games and such to the bus, (Kali) and meet with Dan, he is coming from Salem Oregon to pay for the last half of the Bus and move in, start doing a bit of renovations. I have to work till November 27th and then I am throwing a party and celebrating my birthday (I turn 41 on the 30th) on the 28th. I am very excited and looking forward to seeing some of your smiling faces. See ya soon!!!!! Current Mood: accomplished (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 24th, 2009
9:14 pm	Writer's Block: Take the pain away I would want to know why he took his pain out on me, and if I could find the forgiveness I would like to say I forgive you for hurting me so deeply, I know it was from a place of pain in yourself. However I don't forgive, i don't think there is an excuse for his behaviour. Yes I confronted him because I saw another generation being affected by his ignorant behaviour. No, it di not do any good. Self rightious denile wins over pleas for appology and understanding. If you could say anything you want to the person who has hurt you most in life, what would it be? Did you ever confront them? Why or why not? Submitted By secret_berry49 View 1529 Answers (Comment on this)
9:10 pm	A worthwhile experience I highly reccomend Family Constelations as a way to heal unconscious energy blocks inherited from our anscetors. Look it up. Find a workshop near you. It's pretty amazing. (Comment on this)
8:42 pm	Life In a Nut Shell Hello all you crazies, um, let's see where to begin...sorry I have not been a good corresponent, but then neither have you for the most part so lets kiss and make up. Here is what has been mainly on my miind since August: (August 1st) -Met a sweet, seemingly stable, seemingly fabulous man, we fell in love (Sept 10th) -We camped for 24 hours, more falling in love-ness (October 10th) -We went toa freezing cold festival, our tent blew down in sub zero wind and weather, we saw big red bus selling breakfast burritos and took a fancy to it. (October 12th) -We again found ourselves eating breakfast burritos on the red bus and at that time put 100 cents down as a conformation of interest to purchase (October 25th) -We are scheduled to meet in Idaho, several hours drive from my home, to look further at the red bus and how it runs, if it is a viable option for two wandering gypsy healers. I have given my notice at my job and my last day is Novemebr 27th. I plan on (here's where the ground gets unstable) heading south to Oregon with my car and a few necessaries, look at job options half heartedly,. get o n the bus and drive East to do a grand Christmas tour, stopping to see my family and Dan's. (That means a lot of you too) That would be if we are in posession of the bus, which looks likely. If the bus plan does not pan out, then I am headed for Cave Junction, lean on some close friends there while I get oriented to working either in that area or in the larger and groovy city of Eugene. Dan is based in Salem OR at the moment but if I was within a 3 hour drive he would move to be with me I bet. I will try to keep my autonomy and let him succeed on his own. (with support of course, loving and gentle support) So, yea...at this moment I am house sitting for a fabulous house (though slightly less than warm and cozy) and careing for an elderly dowg. He's a big purdy Rotty with rotten back legs. Poor bugger. I am slowly packing up my house and I feel on the whole very good about the upcoming changes in my life. Can't wait to be off the job, new carreer options excite me. And in this second my feet are cold and I must run a hot delicious bath in the tiled clawfoot, load up my chillum and sink up to my neck in aromatic bliss. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 18th, 2009
9:26 am	Lots of Dreams The awake kind, "I could do this, or that, or a combination, or something totally different." And the result shall be a long vacation in the winter and a highly possible change of abode, possible even geographic location. So in the mean time I am working like crazy. On a 72 hour straight shift at the moment, LOL I had an hour off for a walk. Now back at 'er. Current Mood: determined (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 19th, 2009
8:01 pm	Love, Life, and the Persuit of Floating Hi, it's been a while I know. A)I love you, well, most of you, some I am just not too sure, but what ever, I love you in that universal one fits all kind of way. B)I am in love with a rambling North Carolina comedian school teacher. C)It is super hot again and I see a window of opportunity tomorrow for floating on the river. Oh yes, I will be lovin' that action. D) High Elevation Huckleberries are happenin'! Yumm, yumm, chomp, chomp. So, If you are someone I love dearly then please, write me a note already! And if you can't remember who I am, please, take me off your friend's list already! And if you are just indifferent, then go find the Alphabet of Masculinity and look up C for Chuck Norris.That should get you inspired once more. Sweet. Later fools! Current Mood: mischievous (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008
12:43 pm	Canadian Politics Now this is kind of exciting, have any of you been paying attention to Ottawa lately? The Prime Minister is about to be subjected to a vote of confidence by the house of commons, and he will loose,, and the minority governments will form a coalition government, it's kind of greek to me, but I can tell, this is exciting. One side claims "deal with the devil! Anti democratic!" the other side claims "Evil nasty bad dude! anti Democratic!" One of P.M. Harper's recent moves was to try to do away with equal pay for women. I hope he get's ousted big time. Oh yea, the thing that really stirred up the opposition was Harper doing away with political party subsidies. Current Mood: amused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 16th, 2008
1:15 am	Egg Heads and Dog Sitters So, the deed is done, Aaron has a shiny chrome dome now. It was fun, any one else want a shave? I got a call from a man today, he has my dog. I left my dog with a woman, what's with a man calling me? Selkie is fine, laying by the fire. The man is the room mate of the sitter. He was slightly worried as he expected me home today, but all is well. I will see him Monday afternoon. I said I missed him SOOOOO much and the guy said " YUea, I know what you mean, I mean I don't, but I will on Wednesday" Awe, love and hugs to my puppers. Current Mood: amused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 15th, 2008
12:36 pm	Sad Christmas... Today's my last day in town. Sorry I missed seeing so many of you, I did think of you, but you know how life is. Love sucks, and I so want it. Aaron and I have this weird connection, perhaps we are both just lost. I won't stay and he won't move, but the love is there and won't die. Sigh. I must go find cream cheese and graham crust, make a strawberry deliciousness, perhaps even some boozy sauce, I think there is enough booze in this house to sauce it up. A walk in the rain will be just the thing to match my melencholy. Current Mood: gloomy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 10th, 2008
8:50 am	Dream Scape It seemed to start at a friend's house which in reality is not on a beach but in the dream it was on a tidal beach that looked like a river. I was staying overnight and saw the tide go in and out. I walked the beach in the morning, mud flats and pretty rocks. Then I moved my car, it was on a hill and was in danger of rolling backwards down to the beach. I rolled it back and parked at the bottom of the hill by the beach as there were people on the beach and I didn't want them to get hurt if my car rolled. Then I was headed to town with Patrick (friend's husband) on a bus. After one stop in town I realize I should have my car and head back to get it. By the time I get back there is snow and my car is gone. Patrick get's on the phone and apparently finds out where my car is but he won't tell me! He says he doesn't want to get fired, infers that is is my fault for leaving it and looks at me with a very odd expression. I am not upset at the loss of my car but quite alarmed by Patrick's attitude. I start to walk down the road. I find Suzanne, Patrick's wife and she seems a bit more reasonable, she is about to go talk to Patrick when someone drives by with my car. I shout and a woman returns my car to me. Two little boys are in the car as I drive away. We drive around two or three corners and slip off the road and slowly slide down the embankment landing about 100 feet from the road. I sit there and just breath and think for a few minutes till the mother of the kids comes down to rescue them. I assure her they are all right and get out only to sink up to my waist in snow. I scramble up onto the snow compacted by the car's path and make it back to the bottom of the back by the road. There are figurines set on little shelves all over the back and I recognize them from a previous dream and I think I should look close at these as they must have some importance to show up in two dreams in the same night. (I don't remember the first dream, just the figurines)The only one I clearly remember was a pail green monk made of porcelain. That's the end that I can remember. I remember being really pissed at Patrick, but not concerned that I might never have my car back. I remember thinking that the tow truck was going to have a hard time getting my car because I had slid so far. I remember my socks being dry even as I walked through the deep cold snow. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 8th, 2008
9:23 am	WHY DID I DO THAT!?! It hurts! My entire waist area is intensely sore, why? because i chose to be a sloth yesterday and was only walking around for mere moments, the rest of the day was spent reading and now my body is screaming at me. WHAAAAA! Time for some stretching, walking, movement of any sort. Glaaack! Current Mood: sore (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 2nd, 2008
10:04 am	Fun Had By Most Pimps and Ho's was a blast! Much imbibing of the liquor, much show of hairy leg covered in lace, two really snobby Beee-oches that made me think if I had a different personality I would have to pick a fight and kick there stupid wanna be city bitch faces in. (They actually be suburbia bitches, which is even more pathetic!) But I am not that kind of person so I just LAUGHED and LAUGHED! I don't even feel too hung over, Life is good! Time to go eat greasy spoon breakfast! Happy Time change day! Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 1st, 2008
1:51 pm	Batchelor pads The bathroom of two single men is a thing of absolute nastiness. The toilet will never be clean. It's a sad thing. I know there must be exceptions, but they are not here. Current Mood: cynical (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, October 31st, 2008
8:39 pm	To My Ohio Friends One and All Hi folks, by now you know I am in town for a couple weeks. Some of you have managed to make plans with me. So very cool to see you! For those of you who I have not spoken to, this is my contact spot, if you want to see me leave a message here or on Facebook or email me. I am happy to see everyone but I won't be trying to personally call everyone as it is just too much work and I am on vacation. So please, if you have desire to see me, let me know and let's make a plan. If you are too busy or whatever and don't care that is OK too, I can relate! Life is a busy thing. Just wanted to let all of you know that you not receiving a personal call from me is not a personal rejection, it's just me being mellow. Current Mood: cheerful (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 30th, 2008
11:07 am	SURPRISE! I am in Cincinnati folks, till November 16th. I am staying with Aaron, (He bought me the ticket, just before the financial melt down)I have plans to party this weekend, walk every day possible, relax, drink moderately, visit family, (also moderately) have a potluck, eat at Chipotle and Park Chili, spend some time with folks who want to see me, and generally be a sloth. Contact me here on LJ, or on Facebook, "lets get together and have some fun" as Bob M. would say. See you soon. Current Mood: amused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 14th, 2008
11:47 pm	Polly Tics Polly- many, more than one Tics- Blood sucking parasites So, you all are fussing about your election, when did it all start? last winter? well in that time Canada has had an early election call, all the campaigning and the election, (I voted in Canada for the first time today) And the wrong guy one in my opinion, but that is because I am not fond of Bush, so his little side kicks piss me off. The Conservatives got in with a minority government, AGAIN. I am slowly learning about how the system works, (it doesn't) It is disheartening. BLAH! So, I'm sure we'll all dig it in the work house man. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 4th, 2008
7:01 pm	I Have Surprise For YOU! It will be delivered in early November. It will make you smile. It comes from a very special man I used to date. It will require a small amount of effort on your part, I'll let you know when. So be prepared, and don't forget to have dark chocolate on hand! Special bonus points fpr anyone who can guess what this surprise will be. PS No Hitchhiking! Current Mood: excited (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 14th, 2008
7:39 pm	Selkie has a new brother! I brought a kitten home from my vacation, he is about 12 weeks and his name is Lasher. He is creamy white with a bandit mask and dark Siamese tips and pale blue eyes. He likes Selkie a lot. I am wiggling back into mundania after fun times at faerie worlds and southern Oregon. Sigh. Current Mood: blah (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008
10:08 pm	I just bought a camera! I was looking for an Olympus waterproof shock proof 7.1 pixle deelio and got a little carried away when I saw what I thought I was looking for for under $150 with bidding ending in 15 minutes. I bid just a little higher than the current bid and got it. I realized after that I am not getting water proof per se, more like water "resistant", no where does it say shock or crush proof, BUT: it is an Olympus Stylus 830 with 8.0 MP and 5x zoom, and it's a purdy kind of orange. And it has a warranty. And all told, shipping and taxes it was less than $130. The stores I price compared at were all over $240 so yeah me. The camera I wanted had some cool features, but the retail on it was over $400! I could have picked one up for half that, but I should be more conservative with my money. I think I will be happy with my purchase. I wanted the shock proof because my coolpix camera that I paid $250 for 2 years ago broke when I dropped it on a tile floor from 2 feet high. It still takes pictures in daylight but the zoom is broken and the lens seems to let too much light in in low light pictures. It makes me so angry I have not touched it in months. So I am curing my wrath by spending 2 nights pay on a shiny new (referbished) camera. I hope I am more careful with it than I was the last one. Should I get insurance? Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 16th, 2008
11:39 pm	Done work...sort of It is 10:30pm on Wednesday and my shift ended half an hour ago, only to be replaced by my next shift which is 10 pm till 8:15 am. I have been looking on Ebay for an Olympus waterproof, shockproof, crush-proof camera, my old camera got dropped with the lens out and it not as functional as it once was, thus the lack of new pictures in the past 6 months. I found one with the bids ending in the wee hours of this morning, the bid was just under $70 so I put a few bucks higher to see what I can get. I am watching another that is only listed at $25 or so, reconditioned from the company, but the bidding still has 2 days plus and I will decide later if I want to bid or not. Like if I don't get the one I just bid on. I have learned it is a bad idea to bid on 6 of the same item, because sometimes you win them all! That is how I became the owner of many tents. I now wish I had kept them all because tents break. Alas and alack. So, Selkie is now 11 months old to the day. He is making cute doggy dream noises on the couch. (notice the nonsequitter? Selkie was responsible for damage to my tent.) I am going to go read The Red Tent now, a story about Diana from the Bible. See my pop used to point out odd stories from the Holly Bibble things he found funny or strange or just plain weird. Diana had a suitor who asked her dad if he could marry her and the dad said "Sure, but you must become as we are and get circumcised, you and all your brothers and sons and male relatives." This was done but while the family was recovering from the ordeal along comes the brothers of Diana, all 12 of them, and kills all of the men who had just got a trim! That is all that is written about Diana, but this book looks at what her life might have been like. It's interesting, and has naughty bits! The other story I remember my pop telling me to read was Sodom and Gomorrah, he found it interesting that the man who escaped with his wife and daughters found himself alone with his daughters (the wife having been turned to salt) and the daughters conspired among them selves to keep the family going by getting their dad drunk and having sex with him. Perhaps the story needs context to make sense, but I think it's a pretty weird story. Good night. Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)